Dang. I have been avoiding writing my thoughts.
Im a bit lost. Im in a tangled web of my own doing. I've never been here before. I might like it- it might choke me. But the truth of it is I feel numb. I have avoided being by myself, or being too deep.
Click on the link below to hear my favourite singer/songwriter do a better job of explaining how I feel. (you'll need to click on the Postcards track too...)
"At seventeen she ran away to the city Thought she would find herself there Scared and afraid, she pan-handled all day To get enough for a one-way fare And a taxi to the nearest greyhound bus Made a call, mom said please come home to us I'm searching, I'm traveling My life's been unraveling I still don't know where this will lead Enjoying the weather I'll get it together so don't worry I'll send you a postcard From my journey to me Crawled through the desert And swam in the ocean Tried meditation And a few magic potions Marched at the Whitehouse Agianst the attacks Sent a call out to Buddah But he never called back And I'm thinking there must be something I have missed What do you think of all this I'm searching, I'm traveling My life's been unraveling I still don't know where this will lead Enjoying the weather I'll get it together so don't worry I'll send you a postcard From my journey to me If you can't find all the answers from anyone else You'll just have to see for yourself Under a blanket and up on a mountain A sleeping bag prayer Where she drank from the fountain Thought about Sunday school Thought about Jesus Love that's so simple, grace that's so genius And just like those ruby red slippers you know The answers were there in her soul I'm searching, I'm traveling But I'm not unraveling I still don't know where this will lead Enjoying the weather, it feels like forever Since I've seen Tennessee This is the last of my postcards I'll be back home by the next star I love you all with all my heart Sincerely, Me"